Happiness from within.

Sitting on the bed, with the laptop on my lap, I'm all ready to blog.
I've been feeling rather depressed today, I've no idea why but this feeling just struck me. Ben said that I'm like someone who smiles all the time. But, how many of my smiles are actually real and deep from the heart? :( I really have no idea about that. My heart seems to be on the edge of the cliff, rocking unsteadily as if it will fall off anytime. Yes, it is falling off.

How many times do I actually smile for myself? Or was it just for the people around me? I don't know. Well, I should not fall too deep in into this depression tunnel as proclaimed by myself. I need to be happy... Really happy.. :)

Yes I will be happy, for the people around me, for the ones I love and for myself.

Goodbye,
xoxo.

A little moment of your time.

Thanks for the little moment of your time spent reading this post. I just came back from camp and I'm seriously drained out already, seriously lacking of sleep. Well, I had my AMS camp yesterday and today which I should say wasn't fully a blast as my empire was not closely bonded together.

Climax of the camp: NIGHT WALK.
The corridors of the classrooms were made into haunted houses and we had to enter in pair by pair. I partnered with Ben and I swear I was grabbing him quite tightly as I was afraid. Well, but there were some fail times when the programmers had no idea there were people inside and AWKWARD MOMENT!

Anyway, I didn't have enough sleep during the camp though. I'm really tired man but got to persevere on! Working tomorrow :( Just hope everything goes fine and then back to school! Hope to see my eyecandy!

Goodbye,
xoxo.

My mixed emotions.

Today officially marks my last day of work, well at least for the time being. I'm so gonna miss the feeling of going to work! Watching Rockafellas almost every single day that I'm working, supper at Mac with lovely Brownies, having fun gossiping and cracking jokes with one another. All these wonderful memories.. Anyway, gonna meet new people tomorrow! AMS peeps, I can't wait to see you guys :D anyway, I just hope to get to talk to someone tonight. Well, it's a secret.

Happy moments.

I'm very happy these days! Work has been going great but school is starting soon :( I can't bear to leave my colleagues and I will miss all the fun that we had! Really hope that I have the time to meet them up often!

Anyway, headed out with Deborah(Lucy Brown) yesterday for a movie date! THE HUNGER GAMES FOR THE 2ND TIME! Still so nice as ever :') and what was expected to be a movie date turned out to be a shopping date too. Headed to H&M and I came out with 2 items whereas Debbie came out with 6. Talk about shopping tsktsk. Well, had a nice and enjoyable chat with Debbie yesterday too over lunch.

Great news!! 21st April is coming!! And my clique will be going to USS!! To play not to work! I have been anticipating it so badly :)

More updates soon.

xoxo.

A quick one.

On my way home now from work. Tired from full shift, but I enjoyed myself! :) these days I'm just so tempted to shop for tee shirts from A&F, Hollister, GAP etc. They are just so tempting that I can't get my eyes off it! And I just bought a tote bag for 19 bucks ytd! Cute much? :) and I need to go shopping really soon!!! :( deprived from going town. Anyway, I shall take a rest now. Bye.

xoxo

Meanings.

"With your eyes closed, 

Watching a strange show

Play out in your head,

But you were smiling somehow

And your day froze,

And everyone in it

Sat still as a rose,

But we were moving somehow.

Back to where we started,

Losing who we were,

Maybe we should only

Tip a bottle back to keep us filled up.

Back to where we started,

Losing who we were,

Everybody knows that,

You’d break your neck to keep your chin up.

Open your eyes,

And the drops come,

And a snail raced down to your neck,

And looked up,

But you were smiling somehow.

Back to where we started,

Losing who we were,

Maybe we should only 

Tip a bottle back to keep us filled up.

Back to where we started,

Losing who we were,

Everybody knows that

You’d break your neck to keep your chin up."

Copeland - Chin Up

This song just held so many meanings.  I can never stop myself from replaying it over and over again.  Copeland's songs never fail to make me emotional and reflect on my life. Thanks Copeland. Now you're the biggest part of my life, for you make up the most of my emotions and feelings that I have.  

xoxo

Chalet!

I'm currently at Costa Sands Resort! Eating BBQ food :S