"Because we can never be that perfect someone, so just kick it out of your mind & be yourself. Life has never been perfect anyway, so what's the use of being perfect? No matter where we go, where we are, who we are, how fat and thin we are, how rich or poor we are, we survive to live."


xoxo.

AOH 27th May 2012

Today was a day well spent! Headed down to Marina Bay with my dad and sis to attend the Army Open House! It was rather crowded cause it's a Sunday and we didn't get to really see much stuff. But we were able to watch the performance though! It was awesome! Definitely one of the highlights. Well, and I finally got to see Shaun Low for the very first time! Talked and got a Polaroid photo with him! Anyway, will talk more about it tomorrow with photos!
Goodnight!

xoxo,
Cynthia.

Happiness from within.

I'm currently on my way home. Tired from a long day of work, but all was worth while. I worked as the balloon girl today, and how I wish I would always remain as a balloon/leather treaty girl. All for Rockafellas (haha jk.)

I'm glad I saw Eden today! Missed him quite badly :) but i just feel like a promise-breaker :( I forgot to give him his hug! Oh no :( and it's been rather hard on him! After working at USS, he had to head off for filming despite him not having sufficient rest! Heart-broken  I really hope he will take good care of himself! If not I will be so sad 

Anyway, really missed him loads. Working as balloon girl today had really brought me back in time. I remembered how I first started off as a balloon girl who knew nuts about anything in USS. I didn't even knew about Rockafellas. Now, I'm like a seasoned girl, who have quite a bit of knowledge about USS, knew about Rockafellas and even close to knowing them and talking to them. I really miss those people at USS!

I can't wait to meet my dearest Deborah on Wednesday(most probably) ! With her, it is always shopping shopping shopping and rockafellas rockafellas rockafellas. Ahhh love her loads. And also Faidah and Martinah! I miss my twin, Sharlene too!

All these awesome people 

Well, really tired now. Shall take a rest.

xoxo

Rants.

Smiling at the toughest moments ;)

I'm feeling utterly terrible now. I just feel so ignored. Who do you guys think you are? Please stop your childish acts man seriously. Stop your stuck up attitude problem. So I don't go with you guys that gives you the rights to ignore me? Respect human rights please. I'm not your pet or dog, don't think that I just got to stick to you guys.  Can't imagine that you are an 18 years old guy who acts like a childish kid. One day, just some day, you guys will realize that you will need other friends around you. Believe it or not, you will know. Nothing lasts forever. You will face break ups, and soon you will scramble to find another friend to cling on. You never know when, but it will. I just hope one day, you will discover that you are way too childish and discover the good of the others. Thanks.

xoxo

Awesome oh'six.

Today is such an AWESOME day. It is so AWESOME because we finally had our very first P1206 outing! Even though not everyone turned up(because they had something on.) , it was still an enjoyable day as those who could turn up really turned up for this event! Initially, it wasn't as successful due to the heavy downpour over at Pasir Ris area. After some lepak sessions over at E!Hub, the rain had subsided and we continued on with our cycling plans! We rented the bikes for 2 hours and was literally touring around the whole of Pasir Ris Park. It was really fun! Everyone was talking to one another, fooling around with one another. It just felt like, "Yes, P1206 is finally getting more and more bonded!" I'm really glad to see everyone having fun and enjoying themselves. I really hope that more outings will be carried out! :) I'm kind of exhausted right now so I guess I will just end my post here... with a photo of the oh'six peeps! You guys rock!

 Left to Right:
Shawn, Kok Ching, Aldridge, Jian Sheng, Brandon, Cynthia, Beaunice, Jaclyn, Sofea, Kelvin, Ryan


That's all guys, goodnight!
xoxo.

Pretence.

How long have I been pretending that I'm happy? Why can't I just be true to my personal emotions? Yes Cynthia, stop this pretence once and for all. I know I'm still sad over the truth I found out but I just don't want the others to worry about me. I should be happy! Because I know someone is out there for me. I just hope that someday he will notice my existence and importance. I'm happy for who I am, I'm not going to change myself for a guy whom I thought might attract. Yes, I am myself. The one and only. Not being high on self-esteem but it's a fact. 

Happy things to share: I LOVE P1206. Our class have definitely grown to be much more bonded, going for breaks together, cracking jokes with one another, all trying to get along well. I'm really glad to see this coming :).

Dear P1206♥,

Thanks for coming into my life. I do hope that these 3 years that we are together will be well-spent, and that many more happy moments will come by for us. We will, and always be P1206 no matter how time flies. Thanks for the happiness you brought to me and I really love you guys.

Goodbye,

xoxo.

Well...

Today... was quite an emotional day for me. Don't bother asking why cause I don't wanna talk about it :) Finished my assignments just now and I guess I shall head to bed now with my phone. I will come back to my blog again soon! As long as I'm free :)