Friday, July 27, 2012

fatigue x loved ones

Dear blog,
I've been feeling rather off lately. I can feel my fatigue accumulating up in my body so badly. Projects are seriously suffocating me right now. Projects, projects and more projects. PRNASC, INTROCA, FACOM and WRTORAL all come crashing down on me. I can hardly see the daylight. Please help me through this period. I need someone to confide in, to lean on, to give me a reassuring hug that, "Yes, everything is going to be fine." I need that kind of reassurance.

I thank fate, for giving my such an awesome clique (Xin Ping, Denise, Wanlin) I thank them for helping me throughout these days and weeks, for making my poly life a much fulfilling and happier one (: We may not have been together for more than 2 or even 3 months, but I can feel this bond within us which is really pulling us together. Thanks for being there for me, thanks for being so fun-loving... and thanks for everything.

I'm also grateful to have my family and cousins by my side. Without you guys, where would I be in life? Thanks, for everything that you guys have done. For all that encouragement, all the moments that are worth to be cherished... the every little things you guys did. I will spend more time with you guys if I can. Well, I'll try (:

Work... well I LOVE my colleagues. I have always thought of tendering... but they just seem to be the reason that is pulling back my decision. But I definitely missed Deborah ): and Faidah too. I really need to meet them up soon. They are like my oxygen mask, without them, my fun are all/at least 1/2 gone.

I've got to buck up... time for projects.. but fatigue, please stop catching up on me.



Goodbye x.

Thursday, July 19, 2012

Happiness x fatigue

I've been really happy these days! Got my new DSLR, Nikon D3100, but I'm currently too lazy to post up any photos. I've been really busy these days, project, projects and more projects. Its driving me nuts. It's just so tough. With work on weekends, I can't hang on for long... really. I'm trying my best to finish my work.. but hey, look what's going on.

I have been falling asleep EVERY SINGLE NIGHT, which doesn't happen to me much in the past. Fatigue, please just stop accumulating for now? I promise I will sleep earlier once all this are over. I need strength... and will power to hang on.

Yes, I will hang on. Meanwhile, help me out for my projects. I seriously need some help with it. Exams are round the corner too... I will do my best.. I swear. Please.
This is work... where my fatigue and happiness comes from.

Goodbye x.

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Feeling off track.

I've been really tired these days but all is going well! Juggling between school, work, outings, friends & family. Got to say, I've been managing and making my life much more exciting rather than just schooling which makes me... zzz. Headed to Bugis yesterday with my family to eat at TCC and we took neoprints! I  can't wait for 7th July (Saturday) to arrive! Meeting my girlfriend, Christian and girlfriend's friend. USS ftw! Got to get back on track for my WRTORAL.

Goodbye x.