Pretence.

How long have I been pretending that I'm happy? Why can't I just be true to my personal emotions? Yes Cynthia, stop this pretence once and for all. I know I'm still sad over the truth I found out but I just don't want the others to worry about me. I should be happy! Because I know someone is out there for me. I just hope that someday he will notice my existence and importance. I'm happy for who I am, I'm not going to change myself for a guy whom I thought might attract. Yes, I am myself. The one and only. Not being high on self-esteem but it's a fact. 

Happy things to share: I LOVE P1206. Our class have definitely grown to be much more bonded, going for breaks together, cracking jokes with one another, all trying to get along well. I'm really glad to see this coming :).

Dear P1206♥,

Thanks for coming into my life. I do hope that these 3 years that we are together will be well-spent, and that many more happy moments will come by for us. We will, and always be P1206 no matter how time flies. Thanks for the happiness you brought to me and I really love you guys.

Goodbye,

xoxo.